i try to tell myself that it's
really over
that it's just to late for me to
go back there
need to walk away, need to
keep my pride, on with my life

getting sick and tired of thid
situation
something deep inside just
can't seem to face it
i'm not going back but
somehow i can't say goodbye

someone needs to tell my heart
get it to believe that it's over
tried and tried a thousand
times
i'm still here
i can try to walk away but i only
seem to end up nowhere

i made up my mind
that's the easy part...
someone tell my heart

we went through the
trial and the
tribulations
til' i finally got tired of all the
waiting, for you to come in, tell ya
this was it, this i know

i deserve better, than you
gave me, i deserve better and
it kills me, that i'm holdin'
on,
i need to be strong, let you go

Someone needs to tell my heart
get it to believe that it's over
tried and tried a thousand times
i'm still here
i can try to walk but i only seem to
end up nowhere, i made up my mind that's the easy part...
someone tell my heart

someone tell my heart, i don't love you if i can't convince myself,
i just don't know what i'm gonna do, what i'm gonna do...

So many things happened in my family...
really cant believed it that ALL this happened to my FAMILY...
really HARD for me to believed it since i tot they really LOVE each other alot...
until 10 years down the road together... she decided to ask for FREEDOM...
i hope all of u understand wat i mean...

and now it seems like her children suffering...
but im ot sure if they miss their mother or not...
but wen i ask dem, they say NO...
hais... really pity my niece n nephew...
such at the young age, they have NO MORE mother...

y usually fasting month all this will happened??
i've been trying to find the answer for this...
but i really CAN'T find it...
adakah ini sumer ujian dari S.W.T buat aku sekeluarga?



Label: sad, problem